Not all days are rainbow and sunshine.
This was the first time in a looooong time that I struggled this big. As I'm crying over a meal. A meal I didn't want to eat at all. I knew I did it in the wrong order. I showered too late. And yet I felt pretty good after it. but all the sudden I saw my reflection. and that was not what my eating-disordered mind wanted to see.
Big changes, big struggles
Hi all, it's weird sitting at my own desk in my own room writing this blog, I never thought I would be ever ready to get where I am today. But I made it a long way and I will take you with me for the last 2 months.
It has been a hot while..
I haven't shared in a while (almost 2 years) and I thought it was about time that I started to share some stuff that happened in the last 2 years. Cause damn, a lot happened in these 2 years! Some of you saw partial stuff online with me, and some of you don't know a clue, but I think I'm ready to share a bit of my story.
Verlies
De wereld staat stil en toch veranderd er veel. Je bent weg en toch ben je in mijn hart. Mijn hoofd is druk en dat terwijl ik in een stille ruimte ben. Het is moeilijk om te concentreren, ik wil mijn herinneringen en gedachten over jou niet kwijt raken omdat ik met andere dingen bezig ga.
